Some people say that even though the person looks all nice and innocent on the outside...but deep down in the inside, they are evil and hateful. Well, maybe you would say that about me after I tell you what I have done.
So...after Cesario left...I felt that maybe there's a chance that he won't come back to me...and maybe that he didn't have feelings for me. I mean..I don't want him to like me for mine money...I want him to like me for me, but then everyone knows that I was mourning for my brother's death and won't like another man for seven years. Maybe that was why Cesario didn't seem that into me, maybe he cares about the fact that my brother is dead (unlike Orsino). Cesario is such a caring person...
I wanted Cesario to come back to me instantly..so I created a brilliant plan.
Now...Cesario is probably going back to the Duke's palace...but I gave Malvolio my ring and told him that it was actually Cesario's ring, and that he left it behind. I am way too evil..but this was the only way that I would know my beloved Cesario would come back to me. :) Cesario would have to come back to ME to return my ring, and when he comes back... I will do anything to get him not to leave.
Maybe I should just wait for HIM to come to me...I don't think that I should do ALL the work, I should wait for him to tell me "I love you"...hahaha...will that even happen??? I hope so...it should because I am Olivia and I should have confidence in myself...I should feel that the sky's the limit.
Ok... I am waiting and waiting...what's taking Cesario so long??? Is he doing this on purpose? Ugh, I hate waiting :( But, since I have confidence in myself, and I believe in myself... I have tolerance. Cesario will come to me someday..if not today but he will come tomorrow. :) ( *sigh...waiting takes skills, and I don't think I have that kind of skill)
Well.... something will happen between Cesario and me XD...
Now I'm going to go dream about Cesario now...
But wait..... my day was wayy worse than this. So my Uncle Toby and his absurd friend Sir Andrew always parties and drinks at my house. They think that I don't know, but they are soo wrong. I know practically everything that goes around in my house, how could they hide something like this from me? This is MY house, and I am the BOSS.....
I also wonder...why would my Uncle Toby ever hang out with a guy like Sir Andrew? He is soo absurd and a very bad influence...
I have told Maria about this situation and she said that she would go check this thing out. I am VERY concerned...why? I am very very concerned about this because it is my uncle, and I do care about him..so I wouldn't want him to get a some kind of disease or something. I researched and I found that being an acoholic will make you get liver disease... I WOULD NOT want that to happen. In fact, Maria, Uncle Toby and Sir Andrew have been hanging out together all the time now...what is going on??? What are they planning??? I want to know now!!
Let's all pray together that Cesario would come back to me as soon as possible!
Ohh...my Cesario come back to me! I don't want you to leave me... I would rather you coming here just to tell me how much the Duke loves me...( *it is better than nothing *) sigh...Cesario where are you...does it take you this long just to come back to me? Okayyyy...(*Olivia...you have to stop thinking about that...hot hot guy...you have the promise to your dead brother...you have to keep that promise*)
Ugh...I still have that promise...what was wrong with me?? I should've thought about it thoroughly before making that...absurd promise. It's okay...your brother will always be there for you....even though he is now in heaven... but wait a bit longer, and Cesario will come back to you and when he comes back to you...you need to make a move to him! ;)
Olivia :)
