Today was a Fairy Tale :)

Now...I definitely have a fairy tale ending.

But before this, everything was sooo confusing.

So..that day, it started off pretty nice. Cesario and Orsino were at my house and I thought that they were here to see me! I was walking towards them when I saw some officers holding onto some random guy. I had no idea what was going on... :(

I started talking with Cesario, but he totally ignored me... what the heck has happened between us? I thought everything was going smoothly. Then after awhile, I got really mad at him because he walked away from me with Orsino... why would he do that??? He is MY husband! But when I actually called him "husband"...he was like "whaaa?" He ACTUALLY denied our marriage! I was totally confused...I wanted to make it clear to him that he could not mess with Olivia!

So I called the priest to come over here, and told him to tell Cesario what actually happened between us. The priest, thank God...he told the truth. He told Cesario that we got married and we were husband and wife. Cesario..still acted like nothing happened in front of Orsino... Ugh...what was he scared of? Orsino?? There is no need for that...I WILL protect him! He doesn't need to be like this ;)

Then, Sir Andrew walked in saying that Cesario attacked him and my Uncle Toby..I still had no idea what was going on. I mean, Cesario was there with me the WHOLE time, and Sir Andrew said that he was attacking him. Everyone was confused...
I thought that either I was the one that was going crazy or Sir Andrew....

THEN...there was this guy that looked exactly like Cesario and appeared right in front of my face... I seriously thought that I was going crazy...I was shocked. How could there be two identical Cesarios in front of me??? AM I GOING CRAZY? Ugh...life..I have no control over it...

No one would ever believe me ... right? But, seriously..I am telling the truth. There were two Cesarios and they were exactly the same. I was totally surprised and out of my mind. You would be laughing if you saw me at that time. My eyes...they were soo big...like two big tennis balls. Then, my jaws...they just dropped by themselves. :O

Soo...after all that, the two Cesarios talked this out... everyone was surprised...especially me! Why? Well...all along I was in love with Cesario, but then he was actually a WOMAN! Woahh...he was actually a HER! Wow...hmm so Cesario is actually Viola and she was actually disguised as her twin brother, who she thought was dead... like mine. (*sigh...I guess that is just life)

"Cesario" or "Viola"...all along couldn't accept my love because she, herself was in love with the Duke...but then the Duke didn't know about this hidden love because he thought that she was a MAN. Who wouldn't think that? Cesario...uhhh I mean Viola was dressed up like a man...talked like a man and even acted like a man!

So..I actually married Sebastian...not Cesario...I mean Viola. This was way too much for me to realize in one day...sooo much confusion in this. Ugh. I actually misunderstood Malvolio..because Maria, Sir Toby, and Sir Andrew all played a prank on him. Why would they do that to poor Malvolio?? The prank was that Maria forged my handwritting and wrote Malvolio a love letter to make him think that I am in LOVE with him. That explained why Malvolio was dressed differently, acted weird and smiled all the time in front of me....it was all because he thought that I was the one who told him to. :(

Now....even though I didn't marry Cesario who I thought was a man..but wasn't (soo sad)... that is okay! I still got a handsome man, Sebastian because he's got a great personality! I think that I am falling for him already...and now he is all mine! We're married!!!

Viola...she's got herself a happy ending as well! The love of her life is marrying her too! Viola and Orsino are marrying eachother. I am really happy for them...they totally deserve eachother...seriously Viola did Orsino sooo much favors, but he didn't even realize that. Now...Orsino realized that he didn't really love me, he was really in love with the idea of being in love.

We ARE definitely having the best wedding EVER!! I only allow myself for the best! Tomorrow...Viola and I are GOING SHOPPING for our wedding growns! AWESOME! I am going to show Viola the best stores...I feel that we will be best friends forever now!

These days have been ...crazy! I still feel awkward calling "Cesario" "Viola".....I am just not used to calling her that right now..I still need time. Now I am going to tell EVERYBODY that I am getting married!!! <3 olivia"<3

"Today was a fairy tale"
Olivia :)

I AM GETTING MARRIED!! :)

So I woke up this morning and I decided to look out my window to see if Cesario came over today. To my surprise there were a crowd outside my house yelling and fighting. Then I thought to myself...whaaaa??? What the heck is happening? O.o

I ran outside and saw my Uncle Toby fighting with my love, Cesario. I was sooo angry....I mean how could my dear Uncle Toby do this to me??? He knew that I had feelings for Cesario...so why would he do it? Unless...he was against him...but I don't care because Cesario is the love of my life! It doesn't matter what he thinks...and if he keeps this up, then I will definitely throw him out of the house.

For a moment, I thought that I was in a dream...why? Well, Cesario came over again!!! This actually means that he have feelings for me! While I was thinking about these things... Cesario almost got beat up by my OWN Uncle....and so to save Cesario, I ran as fast as I could to stop this fight. I am SOOO mad at my uncle. Ugh...why would he even try to hurt Cesario???

Was it just me..or has everyone gone mad?

OK...sooo first it was Malvolio and his ugly clothes. I still DON'T get why Malvolio would even wear those hideous yellow stockings. He should know that yellow was my least favorite color. Now it is my drunk Uncle Toby trying to fight with the love of my life. :( Uncle Toby drank all the time at my house and he still doesn't think that it's enough.... Should I send him to a hospital or some kind of place where they cure these type of things?

But...my life isn't always sad.

My life is REALLY REALLY HAPPY now!! :) :) :) XD

Why???

Well...after I stopped the fight, I asked Cesario to come inside with me so we could talk. :) Cesario said yes! That's a good sign! :) He always went back to Orsino's place...but THIS time, he actually said yes to me!!!

When we went in the house...we talked about all the foolish pranks that my Uncle Toby came up with. Cesario was really interested in the stories that I told him...

After awhile, I found Cesario in the garden and I asked him something that is very surprising. I actually asked him to marry me! Cesario said

YES!!! AHHHH!!!!! I AM SOOO EXCITED!

I AM GETTING MARRIED!

How great is that??? Aren't you all excited for me? I can't wait!

I knew that there was something going on between me and Cesario... Maybe this is fate! Fate bought us together in this wonderful time of year!!! :) I AM SOOO HAPPY! :)

But...then I vowed to not love another man for seven years...I hope that this is okay, my brother will understand....I hope. I just cannot believe that I forgot about my mourning for seven years thing...I just hope that it's okay. :)I mean...I found the love of my life and so I should be able to enjoy it...

I got married in a small church..it wasn't what I had expected, but then we didn't want people to know about it YET...soo until we are ready...we'll celebrate it in a bigger and fancier church!

I AM SOO HAPPY! :)

-Olivia

The Crazy Malvolio

Now you know how I felt when I saw Malvolio in these clothes... :( It scared me...

See those ugly yellow stockings??? They're horrible...why would he even wear it?? Yellow is my least favorite color. And how it was being cross-gartered? That makes it even worse...

The OLD Malvolio wasn't like this...maybe something IS going on. I need to investigate carefully...but only when I have time, and right now... I am just WAYYY too busy checking out Cesario! :) He is the love of my life! :)

Anywayys... I just cannot exaggerate how much I hate those yellow stockings and how it was cross-gartered. Ughh... ok...stop it Olivia... stop thinking about this. But... what was Malvolio thinking?? What was going on in his head? Ughhh.... I HATE the color YELLOW!!

-Olivia

Cesario you came back to me!! Malvolio, you have problems.

Yayy! Yaayyyy!! I AM SOOO HAPPY!!! :)

Today is the best day ever!! Cesario came over today!! Maybe he does care about me!

So...once again, the Duke sent Cesario over to tell me that he loves me... blah blah blah...
How many times do he need to do that? How many more times do I need to say that I don't love the

Duke? How come he doesn't get it?

I tried my best to tell Cesario how I feel about him...I told him that I loved him and I refused the Duke's love. But what did he do? He said that he pitys me. :( He just broke my heart... :(

What else did I do to embarass myself? Well...I tried to give him this necklace with a picture of me on the inside...and I also asked him to come again tomorrow...

Well...he only said "I pity you" ...it is kind of like love, right? But...it is better than "I hate you." Cesario and I are going somewhere with this love that we have! It turns out that Cesario do have some feelings for me!! I am sooo happy!


Then he was like " nothing, except your true love for my lord." That was soo sweet! He cares about other people's feelings...he would rather suffer himself than let the Duke suffer. But I would still not give him up just like that! I will hold on tight....it's just soo sweet how he would give anything up for the Duke. Is someting going on between those two? Of course not...I worry too much.


Then, who ruined my day?? Malvolio! I was really surprised...what was going on?? Malvolio was usually serious and not fun to be with...but then he changed...he changed.


Malvolio was being all weird and lovey dovey around me. Who do he think he is? I am his master and how dare him to be like that around me? What happened to the usual Malvolio?


Now..you would be thinking "how was he weird around you?" Well, I'll tell you how he was weird. He wore yellow cross-gartered stockings...YELLOW. I HATE the color YELLOW. He was smiling all the time around me.. SMILING. What was he doing to himself? Was he doing this on purpose to get fired??? OK...let me make myself clear I hate the color yellow...and I hate whatever he was wearing....those disgusting...STOCKINGS.


He was smiling like a fool around me when my brother is DEAD. Geesh...was he trying to make me miserable? I loved my brother, and now he is dead... and now I'm mourning for his death...but he SMILES AROUND ME. :O Is he trying to make me feel sad?


Then he was like " Some achieve greatness and some have greatness thrust upon them." and I was like "heaven help you!" We were both confused. But he said that I was the one who said that to him. But I didn't. I didn't! I know that I didn't. Malvolio has problems. Like seriously, what was he talking about?? Malvolio is really really weird and absurd...how could he act like that around me??

Ugh... I just hope that Cesario comes tomorrow. I don't care if he only comes to tell me that the Duke loves me...I don't care. The only thing that matters is that Cesario would come again tomorrow.


God...I am confused.
Olivia

Where are you Cesario??

Some people say that even though the person looks all nice and innocent on the outside...but deep down in the inside, they are evil and hateful. Well, maybe you would say that about me after I tell you what I have done.

So...after Cesario left...I felt that maybe there's a chance that he won't come back to me...and maybe that he didn't have feelings for me. I mean..I don't want him to like me for mine money...I want him to like me for me, but then everyone knows that I was mourning for my brother's death and won't like another man for seven years. Maybe that was why Cesario didn't seem that into me, maybe he cares about the fact that my brother is dead (unlike Orsino). Cesario is such a caring person...

I wanted Cesario to come back to me instantly..so I created a brilliant plan.

Now...Cesario is probably going back to the Duke's palace...but I gave Malvolio my ring and told him that it was actually Cesario's ring, and that he left it behind. I am way too evil..but this was the only way that I would know my beloved Cesario would come back to me. :) Cesario would have to come back to ME to return my ring, and when he comes back... I will do anything to get him not to leave.

Maybe I should just wait for HIM to come to me...I don't think that I should do ALL the work, I should wait for him to tell me "I love you"...hahaha...will that even happen??? I hope so...it should because I am Olivia and I should have confidence in myself...I should feel that the sky's the limit.

Ok... I am waiting and waiting...what's taking Cesario so long??? Is he doing this on purpose? Ugh, I hate waiting :( But, since I have confidence in myself, and I believe in myself... I have tolerance. Cesario will come to me someday..if not today but he will come tomorrow. :) ( *sigh...waiting takes skills, and I don't think I have that kind of skill)

Well.... something will happen between Cesario and me XD...

Now I'm going to go dream about Cesario now...

But wait..... my day was wayy worse than this. So my Uncle Toby and his absurd friend Sir Andrew always parties and drinks at my house. They think that I don't know, but they are soo wrong. I know practically everything that goes around in my house, how could they hide something like this from me? This is MY house, and I am the BOSS.....

I also wonder...why would my Uncle Toby ever hang out with a guy like Sir Andrew? He is soo absurd and a very bad influence...

I have told Maria about this situation and she said that she would go check this thing out. I am VERY concerned...why? I am very very concerned about this because it is my uncle, and I do care about him..so I wouldn't want him to get a some kind of disease or something. I researched and I found that being an acoholic will make you get liver disease... I WOULD NOT want that to happen. In fact, Maria, Uncle Toby and Sir Andrew have been hanging out together all the time now...what is going on??? What are they planning??? I want to know now!!

Let's all pray together that Cesario would come back to me as soon as possible!

Ohh...my Cesario come back to me! I don't want you to leave me... I would rather you coming here just to tell me how much the Duke loves me...( *it is better than nothing *) sigh...Cesario where are you...does it take you this long just to come back to me? Okayyyy...(*Olivia...you have to stop thinking about that...hot hot guy...you have the promise to your dead brother...you have to keep that promise*)

Ugh...I still have that promise...what was wrong with me?? I should've thought about it thoroughly before making that...absurd promise. It's okay...your brother will always be there for you....even though he is now in heaven... but wait a bit longer, and Cesario will come back to you and when he comes back to you...you need to make a move to him! ;)

Olivia :)

Best Day Ever!

AHHH!!!!
I am sooo annoyed...I told Orsino a million times already to stop bothering me. But what do he keep on doing? He keeps on bothering me!

Ugh...people keep on coming to my house just to tell me how he's such a nice guy and how he loves me sooo much. But he knows that my brother is dead, and i won't accept anyone for seven years.

So today, Orisino sends another guy over to my house...and i never saw that guy before.

God, why do I keep on thinking about him? That guy CESARIO is sooo damn hot.... but it seems that he's not interested in me...how can that be? I am OLIVIA... and I will do anything to get him! Yes...I will!!

But...what about Orsino? That might be what everyone is asking...like how he still loves me even when I told him to leave me alone, and how he would wait seven years for me. Ohhh well, I don't care about Orsino...nope, and my brother? It's okay....he'll understand..I hope. My brother...he should be happy for me for finding someone that I actually like (*Orsino...that is not you...)

I wonder what Cesario is now doing...is he thinking about me too? I hope so! I will do whatever it takes for me to get to Cesario... I AM Olivia and I can do ANYTHING that I want. He should have some feelings for me after our talk today. Well, he did tell me that I am beautiful after I took off my veil...I know right? HE TOLD ME!!! I can't stop thinking about that part... I'm becoming a little obsessed with this guy...but this guy isn't just a guy, he's HOT. (sighs...) He's soo dreamy and I know that this might just be it..this might be fate. I know that me and Cesario are meant to be! :) :) XD

I am soo excited! I can't believe that I finally broke that "seven year without men" project...now I can finally be with Ceasario!!!

hahaha..today was fun!

Olivia :)