Cesario you came back to me!! Malvolio, you have problems.

Yayy! Yaayyyy!! I AM SOOO HAPPY!!! :)

Today is the best day ever!! Cesario came over today!! Maybe he does care about me!

So...once again, the Duke sent Cesario over to tell me that he loves me... blah blah blah...
How many times do he need to do that? How many more times do I need to say that I don't love the

Duke? How come he doesn't get it?

I tried my best to tell Cesario how I feel about him...I told him that I loved him and I refused the Duke's love. But what did he do? He said that he pitys me. :( He just broke my heart... :(

What else did I do to embarass myself? Well...I tried to give him this necklace with a picture of me on the inside...and I also asked him to come again tomorrow...

Well...he only said "I pity you" ...it is kind of like love, right? But...it is better than "I hate you." Cesario and I are going somewhere with this love that we have! It turns out that Cesario do have some feelings for me!! I am sooo happy!


Then he was like " nothing, except your true love for my lord." That was soo sweet! He cares about other people's feelings...he would rather suffer himself than let the Duke suffer. But I would still not give him up just like that! I will hold on tight....it's just soo sweet how he would give anything up for the Duke. Is someting going on between those two? Of course not...I worry too much.


Then, who ruined my day?? Malvolio! I was really surprised...what was going on?? Malvolio was usually serious and not fun to be with...but then he changed...he changed.


Malvolio was being all weird and lovey dovey around me. Who do he think he is? I am his master and how dare him to be like that around me? What happened to the usual Malvolio?


Now..you would be thinking "how was he weird around you?" Well, I'll tell you how he was weird. He wore yellow cross-gartered stockings...YELLOW. I HATE the color YELLOW. He was smiling all the time around me.. SMILING. What was he doing to himself? Was he doing this on purpose to get fired??? OK...let me make myself clear I hate the color yellow...and I hate whatever he was wearing....those disgusting...STOCKINGS.


He was smiling like a fool around me when my brother is DEAD. Geesh...was he trying to make me miserable? I loved my brother, and now he is dead... and now I'm mourning for his death...but he SMILES AROUND ME. :O Is he trying to make me feel sad?


Then he was like " Some achieve greatness and some have greatness thrust upon them." and I was like "heaven help you!" We were both confused. But he said that I was the one who said that to him. But I didn't. I didn't! I know that I didn't. Malvolio has problems. Like seriously, what was he talking about?? Malvolio is really really weird and absurd...how could he act like that around me??

Ugh... I just hope that Cesario comes tomorrow. I don't care if he only comes to tell me that the Duke loves me...I don't care. The only thing that matters is that Cesario would come again tomorrow.


God...I am confused.
Olivia